Emotions

when I still try to hold on my tears.
when I still try to manage all of my emotions.
when I looked back on the past,
then I can't hold on my tears anymore.
when everything is so really hard for me,
then I'm stuck and can't move on.
when I try to give all my great for you,
AGAIN I've made the same mistakes.
should I blame myself of what I thoughts?
should I cry for many times without a sound?
should I beg to you to forgive me?
should I break it down?
that silly thing makes me feel like a fucking 5th years old.
screaming..
yelling..
I'm a boss, you should do what I said to you!
I try to make everything ok but I make it worst.
Holly God, that sin was so great for me.
could you please bring me back to old me?

by : Pheezs Intan :)